and unfortunately i am only a little stronger than iwas before.
that little bit isn’t enough.
Boyfriend… Boyfriend.. BOYFRIEND.
I help you.
No thank you.
And it just bites me in the ass.
We’ll see if i do it again.
I wonder if you miss me right now
You just do everything all the fucking time without me.
We plan something.. And you do it anyways without me.
I’m sorry we don’t fucking get to it fast enough for you.
Thank fucking god for your mom though right? She can swoop in and be the fucking hero and fix fucking everything for you.
Right, I’m so important and special.
I can totally fucking tell right now.
will you realize that all I want to do it help you?
will you let me in more than once a month?
will you tell me what you really are thinking.. rather than what you think I want to hear.
will you figure out that I stay up late at night, learning things on my own
will you figure out that I stay up late at night, looking for things that may help you
will you KNOW that I am not going ANYWHERE
will you realize that you are slowly loosing me?
PLEASE just let me IN.. DAMMIT
I feel like I am trying so hard